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To start I'll mention I am presently on an SSRI and as of this week am weaning myself off after discovering that psychedelics and SSRI's do not get along. Regardless of this I have always had an insanely high tolerance to everything. Before the SSRI I would take handfuls of shrooms just to hit a baseline. One time I had a bag of mushroom gummies, 'eat two to take a trip, eat the whole bag and go to the moon' with a big warning about taking the whole thing, well, I ate the whole thing, and absolutely nothing happened. I also tried a pharmacy level ketamine treatment I think it was 1200mg's for 6 sessions and other than some introspection nothing else really happened.
I've never seen visuals or had audio enhancement. Had a DMT pen over the weekend, took in the entire gram over 2 days and all it really did was make me sleepy. (was good for bed lol)
Captain Sandoz sent me LSD and I had 6 in my cheek at once at one point, nothing.
I've been working with a psychiatrist for about two years now trying to figure out my ADHD which is also really bad. Nothing has worked, was on Wellbutrin for awhile, made me feel not in control of my own brain, felt 'locked down' all the time.
I've discovered that 4mmc however makes my brain 'work' properly. Other than the regular side effects like over-sweating, it gave me energy and had me doing 18 things at once but actually COMPLETING those 18 things lol. It was the first time that a 'stim' did it's job for me.
I'm gearing up to tell my Psychiatrist that we're done and the weaning has begun. I tried the official 'legal' way, now this seems to be all that helps me. I've been on so many different stims this past two years that I've lost count.
What is going on with my stupid brain? I'm on MDMA right now, I do like it and think it will work for me but definitely a different feeling. I've never tried Meth and I think it may be great, how similar are the chemical bases between Meth and 4mmc? I know I'm on a slippery slope and am being as careful as I can which is why I am reaching out to the group for advice.
Any suggestions or other things I should try?
I've never seen visuals or had audio enhancement. Had a DMT pen over the weekend, took in the entire gram over 2 days and all it really did was make me sleepy. (was good for bed lol)
Captain Sandoz sent me LSD and I had 6 in my cheek at once at one point, nothing.
I've been working with a psychiatrist for about two years now trying to figure out my ADHD which is also really bad. Nothing has worked, was on Wellbutrin for awhile, made me feel not in control of my own brain, felt 'locked down' all the time.
I've discovered that 4mmc however makes my brain 'work' properly. Other than the regular side effects like over-sweating, it gave me energy and had me doing 18 things at once but actually COMPLETING those 18 things lol. It was the first time that a 'stim' did it's job for me.
I'm gearing up to tell my Psychiatrist that we're done and the weaning has begun. I tried the official 'legal' way, now this seems to be all that helps me. I've been on so many different stims this past two years that I've lost count.
What is going on with my stupid brain? I'm on MDMA right now, I do like it and think it will work for me but definitely a different feeling. I've never tried Meth and I think it may be great, how similar are the chemical bases between Meth and 4mmc? I know I'm on a slippery slope and am being as careful as I can which is why I am reaching out to the group for advice.
Any suggestions or other things I should try?